~My Multiply~
~ForestHazimah♥~
~ForestShiqin♥~

OMG my last post was posted on 31st May and today is what 22nd July? It's pretty long isn't it? Well it's most probably because I'm half busy and half lazy to blog. So yeah I've been working real hard and enjoy as much also. The reason why I've not been blogging is because i don't really know what to blog. I've been shutting down quite a lot this days. Keeping things just to myself and not expressing much in many ways. Honestly now I've been spending more times with my colleagues or if not i will just be at home watching my TV series!

Maybe because all my friends are pretty busy and our schedule always clash and maybe also i GIVE UP always planning and getting my hopes high then get my heart broken! Okay a bit too drama. You know sometimes when you just want to lead a simple life things just gets complicated and it's not that you even want to get things complicated but it just happen and yet certain people just do not understand it.

I've been doing much thinking, many soul searching and heck i think life is just too short to even care so much what people think about you cause at the end of the day no matter how much you do or try to do the mindset that they have about you will always be there. They will always remember it as much as you try your very best to make them forget about it they just won't. Therefore what you need to do is live your life cause it's really too short. Achieve what you need to and continue to be at your best. People will remember but they also will see what you are trying to do. It will takes time and effort but at the end of it it will be all worth it.

This is what i called proving yourself. You don't need to prove people mindset about certain things. They will always stereotype certain things cause it's in the culture it's in Asian culture. We are never open about anything as much as we always say we are. The only thing that is open is our big fat mouth and our mean words. That's the truth. No matter how nice we are no matter how many good deeds we have done we have that "thing" that we always do.

You know what Politics is never a bad word. It's always there no matter where we go we are bound to have politics. It's the same everywhere. Even Family have politics how sweet this can be.

Finally i can say that I'm in the correct place. The correct industry the place that i want to be the place that i always dream to be. i always say that i love meeting new people facing new challenge everyday of my life without me realising last time it also includes people that I'm working with. It's all about managing people. You know what i love what I'm doing now at least i have a reason loving what I'm doing and not just for the sake of having a paycheck at the end of the month.

I have so much to learn still as it's definitely not easy managing people especially if it comes from all age group. Okay i have a confession to made I'm actually sick and tired of hearing people brag about anything in the world. I'm happy for you people okay? But please lets just all enjoy our self and be grateful to God. If it's not for him you wouldn't be where you are right now. Think about that okay.

Think with your brain and not your heart or any other parts of your body. You know what i mean don't pretend.