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Been neglecting this space of mine. I have not been THAT busy cause i've been lazing around the whole week. Lazy to work this and that but i still do certain things and i need a harder push i need more motivation and i need more fighting spirit.

Since this topic has been very famous all week let me share my sincere and honest opinion but well what i say may not mean anything, what i say may not matters and what i say may not be important but this is my blog my say so just keep on reading.

Heard and always know that even if you're married that does not mean you are happy and faithful. Okay and since people around me have been saying to me that don't trust men indirectly don't give them everything meaning don't love them and making them your priority when they only see you as an option and blah, blah blah. Making you mentally prepared on what's going on later just standby and be prepared. So most of my friends that have talk or shared about this knows that i don't mind sharing. Since you somehow knows that they are going to cheat you they are going to hurt your feelings you might as well be prepared with an open mind.

You put on hopes and thinking that somehow it will not happen i rather be mentally, emotionally and physically prepared. I'm not saying sharing husband is nice and not painful but its rather less painful than you getting cheated and feelings got torn apart because you have given everything, putting hopes and only sees him/her in your eyes thinking and believing that nothing is going to happen and you guys are going to be happily ever after. That's my opinion. Of cause we hopes for the best but if fated we have to be prepared. So 1st, 2nd, 3rd of 4th wife? Haha.

I still haven't gotten any good news to share with my Ms P&C hopefully i can give her a good news soon and hopefully praying so hard that someone will give me an opportunity to make a start.

Today has been quite an angry day for me. Really angry and i actually screwed a lot of people today. Really. So yeah this is the last month and i cant wait like really really. I think or maybe its just me that she has issues with me. She as in my supervisor. I don't know what i do wrong but i sense some jealousy around.

I've given some people a chance to make it up but yet they still screw it up so yeah my friend the next time or will there be next time for you?

I think this post is quite confusing haha actually i'm always confusing. Take care all and Good night. Sleepy ~~~~~~~~~~~~