My point is actually I don't understand why the more 'bad/naughty' the guy seems to be the more the girls like.

I'm glad that I've been given the opportunity to listen to the guy side of story. Cause most of my close friends are girls and I'm the kind that are more comfortable sharing problems/secrets with my girlfriends I rarely have guy friends that are close and that we can share probs and bitch and given the princess treatment so yeah. To my friend I know and understand your feelings. But I feel so sorry for the girl cause she is stupid to let a great guy like u go. We rarely see a guy so devotedly in love with ONE girl and u are among the few ones she is just plainly stupid and blind to not know that. There is always reason that God did this it's a blessing in disguise. God don't give you what you WANT because he believes in giving what you NEED. So please have faith in him and start believing. When you finally open your eyes and realize what you need then only he will guide you to that path.

I basically have no mood to update blog no mood to do most thing because I'm very much stress on finding a job. And it's so tiring to find one. I'm not asking for much just a descent job will do.

And another thing is i really can't wait to leave this place. Too much already. They just went overboard. Seeking for my understanding when the rest never do their part? Then why must i? But i still do understand very much. My last day i wanna sing FUCK YOU by Lily Allen can? Or should i sing this during Luncheon next week in front of the whole team. Ouh why not. Good idea good idea. "Fuck you (Fuck you) Fuck you very very much. Cause we hate what you do and we hate your whole crew so please don't stay in touch." Ouh i like this song very much.

It has been a month and I have been waiting for the day to update her but sadly I don't really have good news or news that she want to hear. But i still will as promise is a promise. And i cant wait to meet her. God willing?

My life is not as Hip and Happening as it used to be or maybe just for now. We shall see what happen next month.