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Okay i admit that i have not been excersing since i left ITE which means only last year. But this year i have been excercising starting to even though i'm so damn lazy. But why cant people just believe that i actually excercise? Ok my excercise is atleast 2 times a week brisk walking for an hour. Ok i didnt plan to tell this to anyone meaning like announcing this or something.

I know that people around me meant well they want me to excercise for my own good and health but its kind of irritating when people start asking me to. The thing that mades me wonder is why when my Ms P&C advises me i totally listen to her and updating her on my pace and all. I didnt even feel sad or depressed. Maybe the way she tell me to or maybe i'm bias i love her more then "other people". Its not its just that i feel so super duper irritated like is there anything else you can tell me to do? I am excercising okay! I am, I am! I'm not dieting like really dieting but i'm controlling on what goes in. Like a friend say " What goes in the lips goes in the hip!" and doing that dance. Please i'm not doing this to be sexy or something but to be fit and healthy.

Seriously i dont want to tell anybody i'm excercising but ah this people really making me lose my confidence you know and it's depressing. Very i must say.

I have my own goals. Ok i understand you all care about me i know u all meant well and all but please believe me when i say that i DO i really DO. You might not see the changes yet but soon slowly but surely.

This few days has been so depressing and feeling so hanging not knowing where you are going after 30th April really sucks. Please dont put more pressure for me right now. I need to focus on one first. There is so much i want to do but all were delayed because of this.

Only she can make me happy and cheer me up and believe in me. She who inspire! Cant wait to see her. :)

XOXO