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Karaoke OKay!
Been going out lately from friday all the way to Sunday. Release the stress and the negativity. I must enjoy myself during the weekends if not i will go crazy.
So met Ivy on Friday! Accompany her to shopping for the New year clothes. Finally get to see the feminine side of her :p Now i understand why she does not want to dress up for class. HAHA. Okay nvm ivy dress up for the Guy you love. :p Had fun sharing stories with her and saying we miss class very much.
Saturday was suppose to be a Bridesmaid for Kak Nonie but i messed up and am sorry for that. I still attend the wedding though but was late. I get to see her wearing the last baju only. But she look so alluring, elegant and gorgeous! Selamat Pengantin Baru! Semoga kekal hingga ke anak cucu! woohooo....
Sunday plan was to stay at home rest and sleep and rest and sleep and watch my Gossip Girls. But tempted to go out when Nurul and Alisa call me :p
So then we went to Karaoke last min plan and book the room! Wooo best that is totally a release tension sey! Finally get to listen Alisa and Nurul We sang preety well. After that we head to Dempsey to finally visit my Sis workplace and finally get to taste her cook. We also had Ben n Jerry again! Woohooo i love BnJ! Overall i had an awesome weekend! Not enough rest but fun!
Yesterday was Monday.... Monday bluesssss it was an okay day for me just okay... Meet up with Nurul, Afni and Haz for Dinner at Bugis as i have to buy something there. Get to meet Haz and i'm sooooo happppyyyy... Did some catch up with them talk gossip and more gossip haha. We all cant wait for the chalet.
And i, i cant wait for the Looooonnnnngggggg weekend that is coming! I'm going Batam to a friend's house and it's a Girlfriend. Because when i told some of my friends that i'm going Batam they were thinking differently. But yeh a short getaway is what i NEED. I need to tighten up some screws and get some things straight. Before it goes Haywire! Since i got no date this Valentine's day i dont want to stay at Singapore there is no reason to stay here. Hahaha sound so disappointed like as if someone broke my heart. Or did someone broke my heart? I'm not sure also. Let me figure this out at Batam. HAHA. I feel so ecstatic, elated, gay though i know its only Batam. But who cares i still am so sexcited.
Will post the pictures later. Its gonna be a loooonnnggg day!
Bebehs i hate to say this or i hate myself for saying this "Will see you all when i see you all!"
To someone that LOVE to say this "Will see you when i see you!"
So met Ivy on Friday! Accompany her to shopping for the New year clothes. Finally get to see the feminine side of her :p Now i understand why she does not want to dress up for class. HAHA. Okay nvm ivy dress up for the Guy you love. :p Had fun sharing stories with her and saying we miss class very much.
Saturday was suppose to be a Bridesmaid for Kak Nonie but i messed up and am sorry for that. I still attend the wedding though but was late. I get to see her wearing the last baju only. But she look so alluring, elegant and gorgeous! Selamat Pengantin Baru! Semoga kekal hingga ke anak cucu! woohooo....
Sunday plan was to stay at home rest and sleep and rest and sleep and watch my Gossip Girls. But tempted to go out when Nurul and Alisa call me :p
So then we went to Karaoke last min plan and book the room! Wooo best that is totally a release tension sey! Finally get to listen Alisa and Nurul We sang preety well. After that we head to Dempsey to finally visit my Sis workplace and finally get to taste her cook. We also had Ben n Jerry again! Woohooo i love BnJ! Overall i had an awesome weekend! Not enough rest but fun!
Yesterday was Monday.... Monday bluesssss it was an okay day for me just okay... Meet up with Nurul, Afni and Haz for Dinner at Bugis as i have to buy something there. Get to meet Haz and i'm sooooo happppyyyy... Did some catch up with them talk gossip and more gossip haha. We all cant wait for the chalet.
And i, i cant wait for the Looooonnnnngggggg weekend that is coming! I'm going Batam to a friend's house and it's a Girlfriend. Because when i told some of my friends that i'm going Batam they were thinking differently. But yeh a short getaway is what i NEED. I need to tighten up some screws and get some things straight. Before it goes Haywire! Since i got no date this Valentine's day i dont want to stay at Singapore there is no reason to stay here. Hahaha sound so disappointed like as if someone broke my heart. Or did someone broke my heart? I'm not sure also. Let me figure this out at Batam. HAHA. I feel so ecstatic, elated, gay though i know its only Batam. But who cares i still am so sexcited.
Will post the pictures later. Its gonna be a loooonnnggg day!
Bebehs i hate to say this or i hate myself for saying this "Will see you all when i see you all!"
To someone that LOVE to say this "Will see you when i see you!"
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Thinking of ending it
The thing about complaining, about sighing every single day we wake up. The thing about lying to yourself that it's okay when it's not. The thing is everyone is not happy. But are we doing anything about it. Is it the money really worth waiting. Is the name really worth? Is it really worth staying? Are they really worth?
Th pain that WE remember it's we here that we're talking about really worth it? Staying late everyday? Sacrifice and burning yourself really worth?
Truly honestly I'm tired of having to feel what i feel everyday and having everyone else reminding it. It really sucks. Having to hear nothing but complains every seconds really sucks.
We always hear we always says "DO SOMETHING! DO SOMETHING?" But is there changes? Is there improvements. Yes we have to admit we do have issues. We really do. Doing something and acting on it must have "real actions" that can be seen.
Today just prove that I'm really "Famous". "They" are talking about me spelling my name and pronouncing it. Wow if you have issues with me bitch you can always come and look for me! No one else have something against me but that bitch. One day we will meet face to face and then you will realise that why am i so jealous about this girl. She is nothing! I'm really nothing bitch. I'm just a "small" girl by saying small not the size i mean i know where i stand by age i mean. Who is seriously nothing compare to you the Manager. The government manager the in charge the one who has the say. You only hear my voice so stop judging me. Indirectly or somehow i really feel proud of myself like omg the managers are talking about me. By saying talking means all the bad things. Look on the bright side atleast i'm famous. Hah I'm just trying to comfort myself. But from where I'm seeing this bitch is finding fault with me because she is just plainly jealous. I have my reasons on why i said that. But its okay i will MAKE SURE you will not hear anything from me again. I will ensure that everything is fine from today.
If no one dares to made CHANGES if no one dares to say it out. I'll be the first! I will prove to this people that we are not what they think we are. We can do it. After all they will know where is all the faults come from. The real problem that they are facing. After this the vendor wont have the chance to sit back and relax cause I'm going to haunt them everyday every hour every minutes every seconds of their life till they know what they are facing. They don't mess with me. I just shoot one bullet just now but after this i can come arm with machine guns.
I will made the stay worth i will made the money worth. I will made everything worth and nothing to regret about. I will made and live every seconds meaningful for the rest of my stay. I will remind myself everyday that I'm going for a war and i have to win or atleast protect and shield us from being treated like some shit. We can do it I can do it!
Tomorrow is another day. Lets remind our self to start a day with positive and energetic mind.
I definitely miss my classmates. I miss my Bebehs! Afni is out of town, Nurul is busy working, lisa is busy with something else, Haz is busy working, Aidah is also busy working and her daughter, Siti is busy with her family and working. Everyone is busy, we are far yet so close in the heart. Planning for a girls day out together with Ivy, Sophia and Geraldine yet to discuss the date.
I miss my cikgu! Still waiting. "Will meet you when i meet you." She is busy also.
I need a massage! Someone please massage me?
Th pain that WE remember it's we here that we're talking about really worth it? Staying late everyday? Sacrifice and burning yourself really worth?
Truly honestly I'm tired of having to feel what i feel everyday and having everyone else reminding it. It really sucks. Having to hear nothing but complains every seconds really sucks.
We always hear we always says "DO SOMETHING! DO SOMETHING?" But is there changes? Is there improvements. Yes we have to admit we do have issues. We really do. Doing something and acting on it must have "real actions" that can be seen.
Today just prove that I'm really "Famous". "They" are talking about me spelling my name and pronouncing it. Wow if you have issues with me bitch you can always come and look for me! No one else have something against me but that bitch. One day we will meet face to face and then you will realise that why am i so jealous about this girl. She is nothing! I'm really nothing bitch. I'm just a "small" girl by saying small not the size i mean i know where i stand by age i mean. Who is seriously nothing compare to you the Manager. The government manager the in charge the one who has the say. You only hear my voice so stop judging me. Indirectly or somehow i really feel proud of myself like omg the managers are talking about me. By saying talking means all the bad things. Look on the bright side atleast i'm famous. Hah I'm just trying to comfort myself. But from where I'm seeing this bitch is finding fault with me because she is just plainly jealous. I have my reasons on why i said that. But its okay i will MAKE SURE you will not hear anything from me again. I will ensure that everything is fine from today.
If no one dares to made CHANGES if no one dares to say it out. I'll be the first! I will prove to this people that we are not what they think we are. We can do it. After all they will know where is all the faults come from. The real problem that they are facing. After this the vendor wont have the chance to sit back and relax cause I'm going to haunt them everyday every hour every minutes every seconds of their life till they know what they are facing. They don't mess with me. I just shoot one bullet just now but after this i can come arm with machine guns.
I will made the stay worth i will made the money worth. I will made everything worth and nothing to regret about. I will made and live every seconds meaningful for the rest of my stay. I will remind myself everyday that I'm going for a war and i have to win or atleast protect and shield us from being treated like some shit. We can do it I can do it!
Tomorrow is another day. Lets remind our self to start a day with positive and energetic mind.
I definitely miss my classmates. I miss my Bebehs! Afni is out of town, Nurul is busy working, lisa is busy with something else, Haz is busy working, Aidah is also busy working and her daughter, Siti is busy with her family and working. Everyone is busy, we are far yet so close in the heart. Planning for a girls day out together with Ivy, Sophia and Geraldine yet to discuss the date.
I miss my cikgu! Still waiting. "Will meet you when i meet you." She is busy also.
I need a massage! Someone please massage me?
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Kill me!
Stop trying to be someone/something you're not. Just be yourself. Things will come in a way just how you wanted You don't have to force. Let it come by.
Stop and start doing what you love do it with passion. Stop the hate start the love. Stop the fake start the truth. Be yourself every and anywhere.
Throw away the tense build a new you. Stop judging and start loving. Only then will you realise whatever that you've been blinded off.
I'm in a love-hate relationship. I need some faith. Wish me luck. :D
I need to know whether is it worth waiting?
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Kuasa lilahi :D
Kalau kite ade masalah dan kite luahkan nye dengan menceritakan masalah kite tu separuh dari beban yg kite pikul dgn sendirinye akan hilang. Itu la yg aku selalu lakukan. Dade kite akan lapang, hati kite akan tenang walaupun masalah kite tu blum lagi selesai.Peri pentingnye kite meluahkan masalah kite. Tak kisah la pade sesiape pun. Dalam dunia nie semua manusia dibelungi masalah tak kire la masalah kite tu lebih berat dari orang lain.
Aku akan lebih tenang jike dapat meluahkan ape yg aku rase tanpe rase ralat. Aku rimas diperhatikan seolah-olah tiade ruang untuku bernafas. Tetapi ketenangan yg aku rase adelah bile aku bersujud kepada lilahi. Cinte yg aku rase amat iklas suci dan tenang adelah cinta terhadap Allah.
Tibe-tibe hati ini meronta-ronta ingin meluahkan ape yg terpendam. Terlalu banyak telah ku pendam telah ku beku. Aku rimas kerana tidak jujur dengan perasaan ku sendiri. Aku bosan aku rimas kerana menipu pade diri ku sendiri. Aku yg salah aku yg telah memasang tembok dan tidak sudi untuk menjadi diri ku sendiri. Aku tidak mahu merasa dan aku menipu dan aku tidak berhak menyalahkan sesiape. Aku tidak mahu lagi berpura-pura. Aku telah bersedia! Bersedia untuk berjuang!
Tidak pernah terlintas di fikiran ku sebelum ini untuk meluahkan ape yg aku rase selama ini dan sebergini.
Bersukurla ape yg kite ade kerane mungkin ape yg kite hadapi orang-orang di sekililing mempunyai masalah yg lebih teruk dari kite. Aku telah berjaye memahami masalah ku ini.
Harta, dendam, hasad dengki, iri hati tak akan membawa kite kemane2 sadarlah bangunlah wahai teman2 ku.
Senyum la walaupun senyuman yg kite beri amat perik rasanye. Hirup la terima la ape yg telah diberi angapla ini sebagai ujian darinye.
Salam sayang
Saiyidah
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The day i felt appreciated!
After month of working here finally today is the DAY i've been waiting for. God has answered my prayers. Felt so grateful plus so happy jumped for joy and everything else that could explain happiness. $180 is quite an amount for me.
After lunch all the calls that i received was fun for me. To hear a man saying "Girl you're my saviour" is really something even if it means an old man. HAHA. Hearing "I called earlier and spoke to 2 men but problem still persist and when i speak to u the problem is solved. I called the wrong person just now." And having them insisting to wait for me is really great. I feel so appreciated!
Though today was like a Public holiday here in the office. I still feel so awesome! Having to shoot back to people that has always bully us is so fun! Being famous for the wrong reasons sometimes is cool also. Everything that happen do certainly have a reasons to it!
I feel like dancing already! This is like a good start of February! Looking forward for surprises! Please! Please surprise me!
"Will meet you when i meet you."
After lunch all the calls that i received was fun for me. To hear a man saying "Girl you're my saviour" is really something even if it means an old man. HAHA. Hearing "I called earlier and spoke to 2 men but problem still persist and when i speak to u the problem is solved. I called the wrong person just now." And having them insisting to wait for me is really great. I feel so appreciated!
Though today was like a Public holiday here in the office. I still feel so awesome! Having to shoot back to people that has always bully us is so fun! Being famous for the wrong reasons sometimes is cool also. Everything that happen do certainly have a reasons to it!
I feel like dancing already! This is like a good start of February! Looking forward for surprises! Please! Please surprise me!
"Will meet you when i meet you."
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The 9 Months Love :)
The 9 months love that i have hopefully will continue. Will always keep in touch with them :D Meeting and getting to know them was one of the best thing that ever happen last year :P
OMG its really super duper fast and it still hard to accept it. And tomorrow i have to go to WORK its like OMG. I have to find another job soon. Which i really cant wait to start anew.
Though we are all sad that is over but we are also happy that we've finally Graduated! Time flies very fast! Seriously we all love each other! HAHA especially Neville and Ivy.
I may not know all the 25 of them inside out but i certainly know some and they are wonderful people that I've known. We will keep on keeping in touch and knowing more of each other. Will be missing the fun, the jokes, the bullying and everything else.
Yesterday at Hard Rock was the most memorable night ever! With Neville and Ivy "Getting married" and when is that? "Soon very soon" haha But really it was very happening there :P Though Ivy was so shy, Neville was quite ON and serious about it. Hopefully they really be together :)
OMG its really super duper fast and it still hard to accept it. And tomorrow i have to go to WORK its like OMG. I have to find another job soon. Which i really cant wait to start anew.
Receive some news from Ms P&C but i feel like killing her haha lucky she's ms p&c! A very busy women waiting to meet her and cant wait. Yeah I'll be good till then. "Will meet you when i meet you!" hmph
I will definitely miss the class very much. Will be missing the meeting each other mass sms to all for the meeting place before class, will be missing all the inside clean/dirty jokes we had, will be missing the debates/arguments in class, will be missing gang-up to sack trainer/ transfer classmate/ complain about everything, will be missing singing and dancing on the way to the toilet along the corridor, will be missing the giggling and laughing till tears come out, will be missing running away from classmates and meeting Ms P&C because now no need to meet secretly anymore haha. Basically will be missing lots of stuff.
Actually this post was draft since Thursday because this girl here got no mood to blog because was feeling super duper emo and lost. I guess all the good things have to end. I don't know why but this Graduation was different i never feel so sad went i graduate from my Higher Nitec or O level. Was so happy that time but this time round was different very different indeed. Hopefully we will keep in touch with each other!
So yeah went for the OA yesterday. Competent finally! For all the Modules. Ms Norintan is one of the best Trainer we ever had and we love her! Thanks for the cake. Thanks for the epok2 and the advice you gave me. You have a point and i don't blame you for your judgement. Everyone has their own opinion and so do you. But nothing will change my mind towards Ms P&C.
Knowing somethings that you wouldn't want to know kinda sucks. I should not let anything goes in my way of what i think of her. I shouldn't judge her. She trust me. I guess she must have her reason on why she acted like that with others. She have her reasons. Thinking of that really makes me confused and making me judge her which is so not good. I guess i was thinking highly of her but human beings make mistake. I'm trying my best not to judge her like really. Ouh i love her she's the best and i must think positive think of whatever she have done for me. I cant wait to meet her like really. You people must be wondering what this girl is blabbering about haha. So yeah i shall repeat this again "Will meet you when i meet you!" Waiting waiting....
I guess this is it looking forward for a good February! Will miss everyone very very much! Love you guys alot!
XOXO
Saiyidah
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All the fond Memories!
Another realisation made. I guess it has always been my fantasy/dream/want (OK we get it) to have a Boyfriend that can actually sing he may not be a singer but he atleast can sing pleasantly. Well its every girl dream to have a man of her own haha yup so mine it will be so GREAT if we can atleast go out and have Karaoke session will be good. That's the fantasy la.
So yeah the days are drawing near we are all counting down omg I'm actually pretty sad. But there is a happy note behind it i cant wait really to do all the stuff with ehem ehem. We all had fun we all love each other no matter how we argue and agree to disagree. We are like the most happening rocking class that TMIS ever had with the numbers of complaints we've made. We just prove to people though the age gap is huge but we blend well. We understand each other so well that we've prove that the "young adults" and "the mature ones" can go out, sit down and spout nonsense. Really gonna miss them and cant wait for the chalet lots of surprise awaits the rest.
Last Friday after WA APR we went out and have dinner together @ swensen again! haha This time are with Neville and the girls. We actually pair up Neville and Ivy together that night they were sitting together and we actually let them have their own time to get to know each other. Yeah after that Father picks me up as usual and i actually offered Neville a ride. The most interesting of all is Father asking me after dropping him home " Your Boyfriend isit?" I was like NO! Then he say " Okay what he looks descent, his Chinese though but its okay if you like him." I was like NO again. But the good thing is he is okay with me dating and dating other race/nationality. Wooohoooo! Yeh that's the green light i want! I don't want to be dating someone and not letting my family knows atleast now i know Father is okay with it. But sadly this girl here is not ready enough to get hurt, to cry over some not worthy guy to commit on a relationship. So let the time decide and we shall see if she found someone interesting. I have a long way to go want to build up on my career and not stop studying. That's the main priorities.
At the end of the course we shall see Neville and Ivy dating? Wooohooo but i actually knew something others don't. Shall keep it to myself though.
Today was a good day went to watch movie like yeh! I love watching movie la! Cleared OA APR just now. Had fun gossiping with Norintan, Aidah and Nurul. "Siapa mau buat?".... "Kasminah buk" Really cant get tired of this!
Saiyidah LOVES all the *INSIDE* jokes she had with Afni, Haz, Aidah, Nurul, Alisa and Siti gonna miss all of this soon. Knowing you guys has been really something special and the rest of the classmates too people like Collin,Evan, Neville, Sophia, Ivy, Geraldine, Mr Tang and the list continues.
Will be dating the Bebehs on Monday at Victory our first gathering together. Will keep the fond memories always. Saiyidah loves everyone!
XOXO
Saiyidah
"I'll see you when i see you!" Soon hopefully!
So yeah the days are drawing near we are all counting down omg I'm actually pretty sad. But there is a happy note behind it i cant wait really to do all the stuff with ehem ehem. We all had fun we all love each other no matter how we argue and agree to disagree. We are like the most happening rocking class that TMIS ever had with the numbers of complaints we've made. We just prove to people though the age gap is huge but we blend well. We understand each other so well that we've prove that the "young adults" and "the mature ones" can go out, sit down and spout nonsense. Really gonna miss them and cant wait for the chalet lots of surprise awaits the rest.
Last Friday after WA APR we went out and have dinner together @ swensen again! haha This time are with Neville and the girls. We actually pair up Neville and Ivy together that night they were sitting together and we actually let them have their own time to get to know each other. Yeah after that Father picks me up as usual and i actually offered Neville a ride. The most interesting of all is Father asking me after dropping him home " Your Boyfriend isit?" I was like NO! Then he say " Okay what he looks descent, his Chinese though but its okay if you like him." I was like NO again. But the good thing is he is okay with me dating and dating other race/nationality. Wooohoooo! Yeh that's the green light i want! I don't want to be dating someone and not letting my family knows atleast now i know Father is okay with it. But sadly this girl here is not ready enough to get hurt, to cry over some not worthy guy to commit on a relationship. So let the time decide and we shall see if she found someone interesting. I have a long way to go want to build up on my career and not stop studying. That's the main priorities.
At the end of the course we shall see Neville and Ivy dating? Wooohooo but i actually knew something others don't. Shall keep it to myself though.
Today was a good day went to watch movie like yeh! I love watching movie la! Cleared OA APR just now. Had fun gossiping with Norintan, Aidah and Nurul. "Siapa mau buat?".... "Kasminah buk" Really cant get tired of this!
Saiyidah LOVES all the *INSIDE* jokes she had with Afni, Haz, Aidah, Nurul, Alisa and Siti gonna miss all of this soon. Knowing you guys has been really something special and the rest of the classmates too people like Collin,Evan, Neville, Sophia, Ivy, Geraldine, Mr Tang and the list continues.
Will be dating the Bebehs on Monday at Victory our first gathering together. Will keep the fond memories always. Saiyidah loves everyone!
XOXO
Saiyidah
"I'll see you when i see you!" Soon hopefully!
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Saye nak menghilangkan diri!!!!
I guess it's best to not know everything! I don't want to know all the things please really. Not that I'm not concern but its really too much information. Haha I'm still young!
Yesterday was the "best" day ever by saying best really it was! I got screwed by the "top" people! Top really top! I guess being famous for all the wrong reasons can be quite depressing though. I rarely have any complaints and when i got involved in this not 1 but 2 complaints and got screwed by 2 different important people is not fun at all. Only God knows what i feel yesterday. 1 word "Depressing".
These week has been the by far the most "interesting" week so far. Getting screwed, complaints, tired, knowing so many things and a lot more everything is so so just depressing for me. The most challenging week so far too much of a responsibilities.
Staying late for work as in really late till i can hear the Chinese ghost songs that i heard about. WOW scary really was in office till 8pm from 6.45am can be really major tiring. Trying my very best to be strong but i fall sick today. Its just fever and flu not having enough rest that's all but i guess i must get used to this for the next 3 months. Cant wait for this to be over like really i don't wish to speak to all that managers anymore. They are not my manager and yet they can scold me urgh i just feel like bursting that day but i keep it cool.
1 more week 2 more lessons and class is over?! Wow time flies like really fast but we are gonna be in touch. I suppose so.
This is what you get for praying for something "Sexciting" to happen but i know that the day will come as expected. I'm sitting in a row full of boys at work. I love the attention and the concern when i get mad haha and getting kisses when needed haha. Its all good and not that bad. Support is all i need.
I want to have a meaningful year and this is the year that i have been waiting for therefore i must do something major this year. Majorly meaningful but have not think about it yet. Different is what i want. As long as I'm happy i bet that's what people that Care's for me wants me to be. "As long as you are happy Saiyidah" that's what matter at the end of the day.
I cant wait but I'm sad. I cant wait but I'm sad. I cant wait but I'm sad!
"I'll see you when i see you!"
Yesterday was the "best" day ever by saying best really it was! I got screwed by the "top" people! Top really top! I guess being famous for all the wrong reasons can be quite depressing though. I rarely have any complaints and when i got involved in this not 1 but 2 complaints and got screwed by 2 different important people is not fun at all. Only God knows what i feel yesterday. 1 word "Depressing".
These week has been the by far the most "interesting" week so far. Getting screwed, complaints, tired, knowing so many things and a lot more everything is so so just depressing for me. The most challenging week so far too much of a responsibilities.
Staying late for work as in really late till i can hear the Chinese ghost songs that i heard about. WOW scary really was in office till 8pm from 6.45am can be really major tiring. Trying my very best to be strong but i fall sick today. Its just fever and flu not having enough rest that's all but i guess i must get used to this for the next 3 months. Cant wait for this to be over like really i don't wish to speak to all that managers anymore. They are not my manager and yet they can scold me urgh i just feel like bursting that day but i keep it cool.
1 more week 2 more lessons and class is over?! Wow time flies like really fast but we are gonna be in touch. I suppose so.
This is what you get for praying for something "Sexciting" to happen but i know that the day will come as expected. I'm sitting in a row full of boys at work. I love the attention and the concern when i get mad haha and getting kisses when needed haha. Its all good and not that bad. Support is all i need.
I want to have a meaningful year and this is the year that i have been waiting for therefore i must do something major this year. Majorly meaningful but have not think about it yet. Different is what i want. As long as I'm happy i bet that's what people that Care's for me wants me to be. "As long as you are happy Saiyidah" that's what matter at the end of the day.
I cant wait but I'm sad. I cant wait but I'm sad. I cant wait but I'm sad!
"I'll see you when i see you!"
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Disapointed
I'm feeling disappointed and kinda down this few days. May look happy but inside only God knows. Whatever it is i will just be more patience and when yesterday i didn't go to work i really had my rest and I'm satisfied with it. I just want to live life to the fullest and worries about nothing and whatever will be will be.
Waiting for something sexciting to happen. Finally we have LGA to do for the weekends! Like woah miss doing LGAs in the weekends. Last Module like OMG time flies so damn fast. Really enjoy my time with all the Bebehs.
Stay strong Saiyidah! Still waiting! Update me please.
"I'll see you when i see you!"
Waiting for something sexciting to happen. Finally we have LGA to do for the weekends! Like woah miss doing LGAs in the weekends. Last Module like OMG time flies so damn fast. Really enjoy my time with all the Bebehs.
Stay strong Saiyidah! Still waiting! Update me please.
"I'll see you when i see you!"
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Different
I know it has been sometime since i update due to work. Nothing but work. Well really the busy period is not over yet it has just started. Last saturday i finally got time to go out and celebrate Bestie Firah Birthday! It has been sometime since i meet up with Bestie firah and liza then nurul also join in. Had lots of fun and really enjoy myself with them we rarely meet so it was worth it.
I'm missing something or someone like really. Everybody wants to be different no one wants to be the same. Like duh. Different different different. I wanna be ME be different!
Wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my Tuan puteri Norhaini! and Best supervisor ever had Malathi! Happy happy returns of the day and best wishes. Age is just numbers like really!
I'm still waiting. Please update me soon. Alright till then have nothing else to say.
I'll see you when i see you!
XOXO
I'm missing something or someone like really. Everybody wants to be different no one wants to be the same. Like duh. Different different different. I wanna be ME be different!
Wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my Tuan puteri Norhaini! and Best supervisor ever had Malathi! Happy happy returns of the day and best wishes. Age is just numbers like really!
Wanna say I LOVE YOU! to you know who you are, if you dont know then close your eyes and feel in your heart and listen closely to what i'm whispering ILOVEYOU baby! woohoo
I'm still waiting. Please update me soon. Alright till then have nothing else to say.
I'll see you when i see you!
XOXO
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I love myself
Hates crawlies and flies
Hearts all
Resign from this current job!
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